Saturday, October 22, 2011

Dear future you,

I know we havent begun our journey yet, I know there's more to come.
I pray we find the strength, to make it through a bad day. or seven..
I hope you have the patience to tend to my whining. and bitching about the things i cannot change.
I know you are patient and kind, or else we would not have made it here.
I know you treat me right and you are always there.
I know you make me want to be a better person. I know you already have.
I hope you always stay this way.

I need you to understand that i do not always know the right things to say,
or even the right way to act sometimes.
I need you to tell me when i'm crossing a line.
I need you to explain when something upsets you,
because you respect me enough to do so.
I pray you never let it fester, cause a year will go by and
you'll find yourself...unable to try anymore.

I have had people come and go. They didn't know how to act. or to apologize.
The weight dragging two people down. was too heavy to carry .
I think we will know how to handle situations, or situations will handle us.
I think we need to understand that it is not weak to put someone else before yourself
It does not mean you do not respect yourself.
It is love, and love is selfless like that.

Thank you for allowing me time to clear my head.
Thank you for your bravery and courage
To step into an unfamiliar world, mine.

I know our future isn't carved out in stone, but i must confess
I cant wait for our life to begin.

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