Life is Hard

These past couple of weeks have seen me hit a new low in my life..
I was hoping for a more upbeat, happy time to come along, and i continually told myself to wait until then. But it seems the days get longer and harder to pull through before the next one is here again.
The constant thoughts and straint see me finally getting to bed at 2am every night, waking up by 8am and dragging myself to work.
Management has changed.
My boss was the only one who'd stand up for the little guys.
The ones no one else in higher management could be bothered to stand up for.
The ones that do everything they're asked to do without complaint.
Im one of them..
This job was supposed to be the easy one, the one i could do while getting my degree. The easy admin job i could do with my eyes closed, so i could spend more time focusing on studying.
Then management changed.. and everything changed..

I suppose it's too early to tell yet, whether everything will eventually smooth over and if my job here will still be a plan i plan on sticking to.. but i guess we'll see.

Life has been very hard basically. People have been difficult, too difficult.