It's been such a busy couple of weeks.
Really, all i want to do is build a pillow and blanket fort in my room and hide out for a week or two. I wanna read books and i wanna go on a holiday. I wanna stay in bed and snuggle.
I get so frustrated with the way everything is going. I could have done so much better for myself by now. I could have done more, studied harder, persued music.. i could have done alot. I didnt let myself and i suppose im paying for it now, slowly. I'm stuck at the bottom of the food chain and sadly don't see myself breaking out ..anytime in the near future at least. On a normal day i don't mind going with it.. sucking it up. But on days like today I just really really want to be free.
I really need to get this degree done.
A happier post coming up, promise.
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