Dear rain, please stop raining down so much.

Sometimes i wish i could tell you how awful you make us feel, all the time.

Like when you look in the mirror and all you see is someone too ugly to love

for too long

ugly on the outside, ugly on the inside.

Sometimes it would be nice to feel like the years we spend waiting around for you to be nice makes up for all the awkward moments, the unanswered phone calls, the nights we spend crying..

Sometimes you could pick up the phone and say "hey, i frieking appreciate you."

Thanks, for sticking around all this time.

Sometimes we cry not because we love you too much to hurt, but because we know we dont need to. We dont need to hurt over you. and we hate that. We cry because we hate ourselves. for letting anybody in the entire world make us second guess ourselves.

Sometimes you need to realise that two wrongs do not ever make a right, a lie will always be a lie, and lying so we dont get hurt ONLY hurts us more.

You need to see that if we're still here, after ALL THESE YEARS? It means we've accepted you, we're gonna keep trying to mould you cause thats all we can do, try. But we've accepted you cause if we havnt, we would have left. a long ass time ago.

Sometimes i wish talking to you didnt make me want to pull my hair out, i wish i could get at least a minute of the man i knew 3 years ago. Before you had me, before i let you ruin this, us.

Sometimes thats all we're holding on for, the person we knew back then. The person we fell for and the person that wanted us.

It all changes and it all hurts when you just...stop wanting us.

Sometimes i wish you could tell us you want to just go. Go away and never come back. Please. Because having you around like this feels like crap. All the time. Its a never ending spew of crap.