Another move.. another dissapointment

So,

my time at the restaurant has come to an end.

Starting Monday, I've been transferred to the Head Office.

Completely different environment, completely different people.

Completely different job.

I must admit, i'm really upset.

I'm upset that i had no warning, i had no time to prepare myself for this complete change.

They've changed what i do, what i've done for the last year.

They've changed the best job i've ever had.

I am so uncertain as to how it's gonna go from here.

Whether i'll be able to adapt.

I've stayed this long for a reason.

By doing this, they've taken away my reason.

I love this place, i love the people i've met.

I've been stressed, challenged, bored, angry, irrational, sad.

I've done so much here, given so much of myself for a year..

i dont know how to take this with a smile.

I have though, learnt enough to know not to give up,

even though giving up looks so good right now.

I know that change is inevitable, and i cannot undo this change, their decision.

I have no choice here.

I do see it as an opportunity to go back to school.

I need this degree, i need it so i wont keep finding myself in this situation anymore.

I dont want to be stuck. I dont want to have no options anymore.

I found out after work, yesterday.

Today is my last day here.

The weather is perfect, the full windows are open in the closed Wine Bar.

The wind is amazing and my shoes are off.

I'm going to miss this place.