I think this year everyone's kind of built Christmas up to be something absolutely spectacular and therefore, it isnt hitting par.
I think we've all had less than an amazing year and we wanted Christmas to fulfill feelings we never had. At least i did. Nevertheless, I dont think i'm going to lose faith in this time of year.
It wins by default like it always does.
I'm alone this year, for the first time in a long time. I dont think its quite hit just yet, but it's never easy to lose sight of a future you've planned so beautifully in your head. But then again, future-beautiful plans never really do. We just wish they did.
It's Christmas Eve today. I only felt like it truly was when i came home from lunch and mummy was sitting at the dining table carving ham for tonight's festivities.
On the agenda for tonight is 6pm mass with the whole family including the father, home for Oma and mummy's side of the family, then off to Grandma's for the daddy's side of things, then Chubbs and Hettys for the afterparty.
Tomorrow is Aunty Vi's house for lunch, then aunty Annie's, then Pantat's.
Presents presents presents! I feel sad that that's the first thing that comes to mind.
I must must must stop feeling like this, because Shaun Chan just wished me Merry Christmas with 5 smileys and one love.
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